Friday, May 13, 2011

Month 1, Day 2.......a Latte and lots of scheduling!!


I dedicate today to my wonderful grande Latte……damn was it good!  When I embarked on this journey light years ago, one of the things I gave up was coffee.  And coffee and I had a very co-dependent relationship!  I wasn’t the Monday-Friday coffee drinker….I had to have it every day of the week.  I switched over to herbal tea which was a lot of fun because there are soooooo many flavor choices compared to coffee but I still miss that latte every once in a while.  So, once a month I treat myself and indulge in a cup of blissfulness!  Everything in moderation, right? =)

Protocol – DHEA 75mg/per day

Emotions/Sanity Check – today I feel great!  Had a long conversation with Melissa (our IVF point person) and got lots and lots of things scheduled!  For some reason, scheduling things makes me feel really good.  I think it is because appointments to me feel like progress.  *shaking head* What a warped mindset I have developed over the last 18 months!!  Secretly….I also think it gives me a sense of control which is one of the things I have been trying to give up when it comes to this whole fertility thing!  Looks like I might need some more work!!

Clinic visits – Next week is a big week!   I have lots of testing to do Monday and Tuesday and then I leave for Florida on Wednesday!  Gotta squeeze one last quick vacation in before the daily monitoring kicks in!! 

Daily affirmation –
I focus on the power of now.

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